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you remember when i told u that i was your number 1 fan right?
well can i borrow some money pleeeeeeease? (flickering eyelashes)
well can i borrow some money pleeeeeeease? (flickering eyelashes)
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Nev
24 February 2008 @ 12:41 am
ok so it was the 21st of feb...i had already explained to the person i was with that for the last year or maybe more, i had been having these freaky things happen 2 me concerning the number 22.22. At random times when i would check the time, either on my mobile or on my comp or even the tv, the time would be 22.22
so i told her the next time it happens, i will prove to her how often it happens, and so, on the night of the 21st, we had just left the game and while i checked the time, there it was 22.22...i showed her and we spoke for a while about the subject..
the next day, we decided to meet, we met and the first time i checked the time in order to decide how to spend our day, it was 12.22...shortly after realising this, we noticed that the date was the 22nd of the 2nd month of the year. We were so freaked out, we joked about how it would be best to go home into bed and stay there until the day was over, as it would be the safest place for both of us.
Having decided to go to a hotel to be alone and spend some nice time together, after recieving our room key, we checked the door number which guess what? was room no22...we had to make sure and check we had the right room so we checked our key which had 22 on it too..
we looked at each other both in amazement.
i dont know what this represents, but it was a really freaky set of events..
Current Location: room
Current Mood: 
shocked
shocked16 November 2007 @ 01:22 am
saw the counsellor 2day..she helped again as always..
things seem to be making more sense now
there is more clarity in my life
watched sin city with bro...i wonder if he cares about the time we spend 2getha watching movies.
does it matter to him what we watch? or does who he watches it with matter?..im sad 2 say i think its the 1st one.
so sad..how can i teach him? i dont think i can :(
hey at least i bought a new lens for my camera :D...now i can continue to take pics
reminder...things i want to do
- photography course
- start gym again
- tai chi/wing chun
- see friends and family
without it being stressfull :)
things seem to be making more sense now
there is more clarity in my life
watched sin city with bro...i wonder if he cares about the time we spend 2getha watching movies.
does it matter to him what we watch? or does who he watches it with matter?..im sad 2 say i think its the 1st one.
so sad..how can i teach him? i dont think i can :(
hey at least i bought a new lens for my camera :D...now i can continue to take pics
reminder...things i want to do
- photography course
- start gym again
- tai chi/wing chun
- see friends and family
without it being stressfull :)
okay15 November 2007 @ 12:00 am
went to wagamamas today for the 2nd time in my life, was really nice..
the friends that i spend time with are my friends, but the more time i spend with them, the more different i realize i am within the group
is that good or bad i dont really know.
but i should just enjoy their company and have fun and make the most of eaach day i spend with them because you never know when your days will run out..
lesson of the day - make the most of my friends :)
totally changing the subject...time = when you are feeling bad and going through a ruff time, its on your side
ps....have to sort out my site, give it some life..1st have to learn how :p
the friends that i spend time with are my friends, but the more time i spend with them, the more different i realize i am within the group
is that good or bad i dont really know.
but i should just enjoy their company and have fun and make the most of eaach day i spend with them because you never know when your days will run out..
lesson of the day - make the most of my friends :)
totally changing the subject...time = when you are feeling bad and going through a ruff time, its on your side
ps....have to sort out my site, give it some life..1st have to learn how :p
tired13 November 2007 @ 11:53 pm
so today is the day i chose to let go..i dont really know how or how long it will take, but i already feel better.
the first time in months, i can actually watch tv and be content on my own just watching tv.
it feels like the challenge is over, the game is finished, i just dont know how i am going to feel everytime i see her..
i have to lower the intensity of fire i have for her, harder than it seems..
there are lots of wonderful people out there and i am stuck on just 1, well not anymore..i have so much love and attention to give,
i will give it to somebody that will take it with open arms..
in other news 2day, i will try and write a journal entry everyday, long, short, funny, sad, good, bad, it doesnt matter, im going to try and update it more than i have been.
i went to wing chun 2day with andy, it was fun, but he talks so much :p..im constantly thinking about other things while he is talking to me which is not what a friend should do :p...should i say something? (if i get a chance 2, he doesnt take a break )
got my tv 2day, another reason why i shouldnt leave my room and distance myself from my family, not good.
the first time in months, i can actually watch tv and be content on my own just watching tv.
it feels like the challenge is over, the game is finished, i just dont know how i am going to feel everytime i see her..
i have to lower the intensity of fire i have for her, harder than it seems..
there are lots of wonderful people out there and i am stuck on just 1, well not anymore..i have so much love and attention to give,
i will give it to somebody that will take it with open arms..
in other news 2day, i will try and write a journal entry everyday, long, short, funny, sad, good, bad, it doesnt matter, im going to try and update it more than i have been.
i went to wing chun 2day with andy, it was fun, but he talks so much :p..im constantly thinking about other things while he is talking to me which is not what a friend should do :p...should i say something? (if i get a chance 2, he doesnt take a break )
got my tv 2day, another reason why i shouldnt leave my room and distance myself from my family, not good.
23 March 2007 @ 07:29 pm
Chapter 1
my first entry..
i dont even know how to use the site properly but hay...
am i just writing this for myself or am i hoping some1 will read this and rescue me
im feeling really tired..tired of everything. i have a loving family, i have the car of my dreams, money is ok, job is cool, friends are cool (but in saying that what is a friend)..i should be gratefull right? guess i must be doing something wrong because im kinda not feeling that way.
tired of life, i feel tired of making every1 think im ok, that im happy, when really deep down im not. Sometimes people make jokes and i smile or laugh when really, i dont even find it funny, how fake is that. i do it coz i dont wana be the odd 1 out, i dont
want to stand there and look miserable while every1 normal found it amusing. Why do we have to laugh anyway?
how miserble and boring do i look like now? im actually a nice, loving, caring person. im fun, am quite funny, and i like talking to people, im just an example of some1 thats gone thru certain experiences in his life which most people go through.
im just really tired of putting on a brave face just so i dont look weird to people and different to my friends of family, just so i dont upset my family even more.
my first entry, (i sound very approachable dont i? :p) o well, i dont even have any friends on lj because im new to this, so if some1 does stumble accross this entry and has the time to read it, dont be scared to write to me, i wont act all depressed and low on you i promise :p
or mayb ill just read it to myself over and over, at least i havnt kept it in me, well done Nev :)
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